Before your lungs could breathe and your eyes could see,your little feet,were walking all over me.

 

Before you could crawl and even talk,your little toes took a walk.

 

They took a journey went  far and wide,they traveled to my soul  where they now reside.

 

With every second that passes they make another move with everyday that ends,they dig another groove.

 

No matter how long or how far we might be apart, your tiny little footprints,are all over my heart.

 

love your self,appreciate yourself,see the good in you,see the god in you,and respect yourself.

 

Matthew 5:9

 

You don"t know how hard It was to feel you grow Inside of me for 9 months to feel you kick and move.I tried so hard not to get attached but It proved to be too hard.

 

The day you were born

I didn"t want to see you

Because I might mess up

your life.

I was afraid

I would"nt do whats right dont get me wrong

I do love you the way any mother loves a child.

I cried most of that night

But I knew It was right.

It still hurts  not  to know what your like

I  want to see your face.

Know the color of your hair

The color of your eyes.

 

Even so I miss you

You might hate me

I dont want you too

I go though my life

Day by day

And miss you

I think of you

And start to cry

Just remember

I love you

And miss you.

 

 

 

I remember a long time ago

I was losing all my dreams

So god gave me a miracle

To show me what life really means.

 

I remember when I heard the news

I cried both for joy&sorrow

I was scared to death & wondering

What would happen w/ each new tommrow.

I didn"t realize it at all the time

But It helped me to straighten my ways.

I was growing stronger &gaining more faith

With every passing day.

As I think back on the day he was born

My heart breaks,but I  smile.

It was the day god sent me my miracle.

My angel,in the form of a child.

 

 

 

Thank you, Thank you

considering us with most gracious of gifts,

My wife and I are unable,

but with you our spirit lifts,

 

 

It is god"s plan,

That brings us to you,

We have love for all,

Doesn"t matter pink or blue.

 

 

 

We spend many wonderful hours.

Nieces, Nephew, and friends,

Bringing a light into our lives,

Still, our hearts in need of mends.

 

 

We have the greatest of support,

Family and friends will hold dear,

There"s always love to surround,

our joy will be shown by a tear.

 

 

Thank you,Thank you

We promise you this

our baby will always know

your courage in time of bliss.

 

 

 

No one truly has love for a child as much as a mother,I can honestly say my son has this much love  from another.This mother has put her own feelings on a shelf,and made me what I could not make myself.I will always share this with you and find you in our special place.I will never forget what you have given.who you are,or your face.I wish so much for you!happiness,hope,stability,love,home.You are always welcome here no matter how far you roam.

 

 

Sweetie I"m sure you hear stories growing up,but I want you to know mommy loves you very much.You are mommy"s little gift and always will be.I will be here for you no matter what.When you fall I"ll give you a lift,a lift off your feet to the heavens above.Where you will always have me and god"s love.Mybe someday we will meet again where our new life will begin and we will live happily ever after as we fill our hearts with laughter and makeup for all the time that we missed,and all of your boo boo"s.I never kissed and all the fun we could"ve had but I want you to remember I love you and I always will because you are mommy"s little gift.

 

                                    Dedicated to all birthmothers out there-by-Tricia Evans 15 yrs old.

 

 

 

All those years of wonder

as I laid my head to rest

I know she did her best

 

I often wondered about my place

in this world as I seemed not to fit

I would look into the stranger"s face

and wonder if that one was it

 

My father would always say

that she had to love me so

That there couldn"t have been an easy way

for her to let me go

 

So for years I kept you in my heart

hoping I"d one day know

Why we had to be apart

and why you had to go

 

Then one December day

a day like any other

A loving woman called to say

"Hello, I am you mother"

 

So while the tears flowed down my face

I listened to your trembling voice

I knew that god had shown me grace

and gave me a new reason to rejoice

 

For at last my search has come to an end

You"re part of my once more

All my love to you I send

for it is you that I adore

 

All those years of wonder

I knew you did your best

All those years of wonder

have all been laid to rest.

 

 

My love for you is so deep,

you"ll never know how I do

The times I have wanted to leep,

And hug you so yightly tight though,

 

My love for you started before you were born,

Growing inside of me I loved you so much,

Knowing one day I may have my love tom,

Not knowing that my misfortune would turn to luck.

 

My love for you hasn't  diminished just grown,

You have always been part of my heart,

How was I to know how life would be thrown,

Never thinking that in my life you would play a par

 

My love for you is as deep as it can get,

You will always be part of my life forever,

Will you ever realize how much this has set,

Within my heart for you and for all ethernity.

 

 

 

From- Jessica  Russell

 

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